#18 Honesty

Did you give up on me and abandon me and hate me like everyone else like how you’re suppose to? And did you also do it toxically. You know I never really did anything bad.

Like you’re making me feel bad for being me and living my life? I never intended to do that to anyone else and I believe that is evident in everything, I never intended to make you feel bad for being you or for living your life. Not really. Or are you one of the people who loved and missed parasitically living off of me and are punishing me for saving myself?

Is this you?

Were you even there for me in the first place to have abandoned me? Did you even believe in me to have given up? Did you even love me to hate me?

Is this you?

What do you want from me?

What do you think I want from you?

Or maybe you just don’t think about any of this.

Perfect.

I’m free.

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